what happen to me

assalammualaikum

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what happen with me this up recently.... plenty...

i would love to make something bigger but, you know what i dont have any guts to standing infront of other who have high titled... or i can say "its SOMEBODY"

i didn't have any self confidence, i'm not pretty like some other girls, i'm so upset just thinking that there will be so big shamefulness to me for standing on a big crowd..

i'm afraid of people laughing at me,

i'm afraid of eyes that watching me,

i'm afraid that i will make some mistake,

i'm afraid that i couldn't make me success

i'm hoping there will be some people who will come to me, and being my first supporter,

my family is actually my real supporter, but here i am, far away from them, alone in the middle of no where (actually i know where am i) *big smile*

my bff, also now take on they on feet creating big wing to fly and get what they want for they future like me, like i said i need some one who can bee with me like now!! i do have friends in here, unfortunately i think they were same like me... hahahha i dont wanna have any regret in future, yet i didn't have any encourage from other who close to me..

waiting for him or she, is like waiting someone who not clear enough.. i need to take one step infront of the others to stand like others. i need to do something to help my own self.. i need to..

no matter what happen i am what i need... i do need someone for encouragement, but the main need is my self and my self ONLY

so from now on dila you need to stay focus and stay happy as always.. heheh

"keep travelling until you find your sweet lemon"